|This is me at "cringey" 15 no one knew i was so upset|
.I thought it was impossible to get out of that state of mind but nothing is impossible .Two organisations that helped me was "minds" and "pieta house "and two celebs i looked up was Demi Lovato and Frankie Sandford .Two young girls who were strong enough to admit their problems to the public and like this article, its not easy for me to write . You never know who is going through a hard time so be there for your friends and family because they might consider you as someone who isn't actually there for them.
'One night, I got upset because Wayne hadn't bought the right yoghurts. I manage to convince myself he didn't know me at all.
'It set off this spiral of negative thinking – that if I disappeared, it wouldn’t matter to anyone. In fact, it would make everybody’s life easier. I felt that I was worthless, that I was ugly, that I didn’t deserve anything.'
This article is dedicated to a young follower of mine on twitter who is always writing to me looking for help . This mightened be everyones cup of tea but it is a very important topic .Not all childhoods are bad but there is alot worse .So be thankful for everything you have , keep healthy and remember nothing is impossible .This article was hard for me to publish so i hope it helped and i hope i dont get a lot of criticism for it . Kayls x